Perception of Time

So I didn't end up writing anything down yesterday. Simply because I was so tired after work, and after we came home from IKEA getting candles, it was way too late and time for me to get to bed after showering.

Also, I cannot believe that it has only been 2 days. It really feels like a lifetime when dealing with my grandparents. Plus I think I am in desperate need of help to release the tension caused by dealing with my grandparents. It's just, I can feel my blood pressure going up and not dealing with them is just not possible. I mean, I could try but then my mum might actually go crazy.

And I'm desperately trying not to fall sick. So please try not to sneeze or cough in my direction. Just hearing the men in my office sneezing and coughing without covering their face is enough to make my hairs stand on end. Also why I've taken to showering every evening when I come home, because all the germs I'm bringing to bed with me cannot be good. Thankfully I can tell when I'm falling sick - feeling cold, glassy eyed. So far I've got one of those symptoms so I'm trying to nip it in the bud before it gets worse. 

I don't think I'm going to blog every day. I don't really need the extra pressure between work & dealing with my grandparents. I need to try and maintain the two worlds separately, where tension from one world does not bleed into the other world. 

Can you believe it, it is only 930am and I'm falling asleep typing this. Coffee still makes me sleepy so that's not an option. And I couldn't possibly go to work reeking of alcohol! I think I probably have to start getting proper sleep.

Okay, I think I'm going to catch a few winks in the car on the way to work. Hopefully I'll feel rested by the time I reach the office!

Have a good day & weekend. I'm personally excited for the weekend to be changing my nails. Even though I have to cut them short because 2 fingers has chipped. But I'll still have beautiful nails!