And she's back.

Good evening.

I've just completed proof reading my Financial Reporting assignment which is due this coming Tuesday. Only a few days away, and why have I just completed it? Because I've been lazy and entirely too busy to have done much work without actually having studied first. What's the point of handing up an assignment if I was just going to crap my way through it, although I do admit there is some parts which I crapped because I have absolutely no idea what to say and really, three lines and one sentence do not make up a paragraph.

Yes, it's been an extremely long while. 6 months since my last post. One huge difference is that I am now officially twenty one years old. Hahas. No, I don't feel that old yet. Not when I'm still playing games and trying to act like a child. I don't think I really want to grow old, it seems like such a failing business nowadays. You can't really do much when you're old, well, not a whole lot anyway.

I highly doubt this will be a long post, simply because it's almost 12am and I do need to be up early tomorrow. I simply refuse to keep sleeping in, even waking up at 7am now, I'll be able to catch Tanesia up before she heads to bed, or even get into a conversation with Steven before he goes to bed, or even a morning discussion with Chris on how he should come back to Fiesta and of course, pay for my ticket to Australia to see his adorable new baby girl. Or, I could also just turn up the music and do some study notes. Yes, notice how it comes right at the back? Hahas. I need to start clearing my table if I wish to effectively study on it. Although I was toying with the idea of studying outside on that small table we have in front of the television. Of course the television will be turned off, I'm not into testing my will power all the time. Hahas. Have the computer in the room is a good enough test of my wills, which at the moment is losing the battle. As you can tell.

There's nothing much to talk about school, aside from the fact that I need to start bucking up before I just screw myself over again. Yes, I'm only doing 4 units this year because by some miracle, I actually passed all my subjects. Even with a just pass for Principles of Banking and Finance. Pretty amazed at myself, especially after all the almost sleepless nights with nightmares on my results. Of having to retake the papers, and all the financial trouble I'm probable to land myself in. But here's to looking forward and not backward, we are only a month away from the new year.

Work hasn't been that much more exciting. Fi gave birth already, to a little adorable little boy. The work load has definitely increased but I am trying my best to manage my time and not neglect my studies for my work and vice versa. This coming weekend is a public holiday so I am only working on Thursday evening. I will try my very best to catch up on my notes, especially for Human Resource Management. I've decided to skip the first chapter and try to tackle the other chapters first since the first chapter obviously requires a whole lot more of reading to be done.

It's almost 12.30am already, and I really should be going to bed. I will try to come back again and blog. I really do need an outlet to type, or to just speak nonsense. I always wondered why I didn't just keep a diary and did it online instead, where anyone and everyone can have access to it. I've theorized that I'm a possible attention addict but as of now, I'm quite content with the people who are giving me attention. Because truly, I can't find anyone else like them who'd give me just what I need and always whenever I need them. So here's my good night, and I'll be back soon. I'm thinking of trying to find interesting topics to actually discuss here, after all, I do need somewhere to practice my writing skills. Maybe if this degree doesn't work out, I might just try for that degree in journalism. It'll be fun to travel the world and write stories, or maybe just write that one book I want to publish. Dreams, sometimes they are the only things keeping me going from day to day.

And oh, before I do. New Moon is coming out, and I am tempted to go and pick out that book from the bookshelf and curl up in bed to read it. I know I'll definitely skip some parts which isn't suppose to happen but, what can I say? Sometimes I do have a relatively short attention span. And with that, this Cookie's off to bed.