Saturday, January 5, 2008

First post, of 2008.

Good morning.


Happy new year to those whom I've not wished yet. Which actually, would technically anyone who stumbles on this blog. Because I really don't remember wishing anyone; unless of course you messaged me first. But aside from that, I don't think I wished anyone. I didn't even celebrate. Unless you call just wishing your mother and your dog a happy new year. Yes, I'm becoming a little anti social girl. But that's good, isn't it? I'm mighty sure it is. Anyway, it's a Saturday today. And I'm annoyed and angry again. Hahas. Have there ever been a time these few weeks which I've not been angry or annoyed? Don't think so, but whatever. Hahas. So, my pay isn't in yet. Hahas. I would so much rather not get the pro rated bonus and get my pay on time, than wait so long for just a little bit more of money. I think I'll probably borrow money from mother first to pay my phone bill. I really don't see the point in paying them to re connect my line again when I might as well just pay the bill. Anyway, that's my only plan so far. As for tonight's outing. I think I'll just pay for entry, and then get drunk on air and smoke. It really isn't like I could get drunk on alcohol anyway. I really do think I might as well stay home and do something constructive. But it's Tasha's birthday celebration. You've never known me to let someone else down willingly right? Not about to start now. Nope.


Talking about Tasha. Thursday was a good day. Well, there was one point when I was just plain upset and all I wanted to do was cry. Obviously I didn't cause it really wouldn't do to cry in public. After all, big girls don't cry. It happened around the shopping part when we were at Bugis Street and then the ThisFashion at Bugis. But aside from that, I was pretty much happy. Well, and also the fact that my money wasn't in yet, I was pretty upset too. I did buy two shoes, seven pairs of earrings, a necklace, a bag and a jumper. Well, in total, I spent about a hundred and thirty seven dollars. I would've probably spent more if my pay had come in. So I guess, it was a good thing my pay had not come in yet eh? We found a shop at Bugis Street that sold jeans, in big sizes. I bought the jumper suit from there and I'm possibly going back to buy more jumpers or jeans. At least now, I don't have to worry about not being about to find a size. Although I am wondering even if the big sizes can fit me, cause you know, my thighs are quite huge. Anyway, that was about it. The shoes I bought, both are three and a half inches! Absolutely wonderful if I might say. I guess, I should stop buying clothes and just buy shoes, bags and accessories. And only buy clothes when I step into a shop that has extremely huge sizes. Hahas. But I guess I am pretty contented with the clothes that I have now. I just hope I don't put on any more weight. I have been exercising. But most of the time, exercising seem to make me fatter. I don't know why, but yeah. I'm weird but whatever. So, I guess that's about all for Thursday. Oh, last note, the pedicure and manicure I got was really good (: I have puppy paw prints! Which I totally adore by the way. Hahas. I think it's really cool if you ask me. I've always wanted to get them, but never really did ask the ladies at the nail shop to do them for me. Hahas. I shall remember for future references to ask them to do puppy paw prints for me. Hehes. I'm still deciding what to do for Chinese New Year. Hahas. Chinese words or just Red Packets? xP But that's a decision kept for another day.


Nothing else has happened at work, at church or anywhere. And it really is extremely good that BenTan is avoiding me at church. Because we really don't want an awkward situation now do we? Yupp (: Tonight's celebration of Tasha's Birthday. I'm probably gonna be staying out till 6am and then head straight to church. I must remember to pack my facial wash and make up cleanser. I'll probably either re apply my make up or just go bare faced for mass. Because I'm very sure that by the end of tonight, or by tomorrow morning, my make up would've definite run and then I'll just look evil. With the black eye rings and all. Hahas. I'm not sure about the tattoos yet though. And I'm definitely not sure about the drinks. I probably will not buy anything. Hahas. And I'm serious about the not drinking part. I do wish today was Wednesday, at least we get free drinks and free entry. Hahas. I'm such a free loader I can't stand myself. Maybe if my pay had come in on time, I wouldn't have to resort to such wants. Hahas. Oh well, it does always seem that when bad things happen to me, everything happens at once. It sucks really, but what do you do when life throws shit at you? Duck.


So, I guess I'm gonna be going now. Nothing much to do now. Aside from sitting here and rotting. Well, not exactly rotting. But I'm sure if I stay still long enough, my body will stop functioning and I'll eventually die. Hahas. Ok, sorry. I'm pretty morbid these few days. So I'm gonna be going off now. I don't think I'll ever get around to doing my New Year's Resolution List. I'll just live each day as it is. And if I run out of days to live, I'm sure you'll find another blog that will catch your interest (: So take care. God bless. All the best, for the new year of course.



Amanda Loves You (: