Good Afternoon.
It's been such a long time since I last blogged. Almost a month I think. I'm not very sure and I'm too lazy to go check out exactly how long. Hahas. Many things have definitely happened since I last blogged. Ok, I'll go check for more accuracy. 10June. Wow, I didn't even blog about my birthday. Well, I'll start with that first, and try to quieten down my thoughts. They're running a mile an hour, and I'm just too lazy to catch up.
The party was awesome. I'm skipping over the, upsetting parts simply because there is no point in blogging about something unhappy, right? The cake was DELICIOUS. All thanks to Ethel x) Dinner was filling. All thanks to mummy for making the trip down. The presents were all wonderful. All thanks to everyone for thinking of me. Let me recount the presents because I still get a kick out of knowing what I got for my birthday. A bracelet, A necklace, A book, A bag of sweets, A DVD The Notebook, A Borders gift card. I watched The Notebook that very night. I haven't had the chance to wear the necklace or bracelet yet. I'm still working on the bag of sweets. The book is sitting among the rest of my books, waiting for me to reach out and take it. And I am going to get that new book from Borders as soon as I feel rich enough to buy more than one book x) I feel happier already, because I think I'm going to go home and watch The Notebook again. I'm a hopeless romantic, I know.
Since then, my life has been relatively busy between work, Fiesta and boys. Or rather, a boy. I have successfully managed to level my character for a few times, but I have been neglecting her for a while. I will get back on soon enough, as soon as I drag myself away from falling in love with the wrong boy. No one has been on Fiesta lately anyway. Jesse's busy with work, and no one wants to come keep me company on Fiesta. Not Han Feng, not even Maxie. It's upsetting really. But nevertheless, I will strive to gaining that level50! Or wait, was it level40? xP
Work got really hectic after JL left. I barely managed to pull myself away for my own birthday party on Friday. And I was swamped with work on my birthday. Now, how sad is that? But I got a present from my colleagues. A pair of earrings. And they are so PRETTY! A shoe and A carriage. Only fitting for a princess no? xP Work got slightly worse, because I was trying to cover all the bases. Maybe it was my fault for trying to take on more than I can take, but I was only partially thinking about the new girl. Broke down twice, the new girl was of hardly any help and the girl who came to take over me, I could have killed myself so I'd never have to work with her. She was nice, at first I suppose. Or maybe, it's just me. Hahas. But well, we'll never know since she left anyway. The other temp girl is leaving at the end of July. So it's just going to be me and Sharon. Sharon is the new Admin Assistant and she does her own share of work. So hopefully, between the both of us, we'll be able to cope when school starts for me. Yes, I'm going to be working for another month just to get that bonus. I've seriously thought about it and I think I do need it. Even nine hundred will be good for paying my school fees, or other bills that have to be paid. So, I've actually completed my monthly statistics. All five months which was left undone in the face of other more important work. It only took me a mere two weeks. I'm amazed at myself, and yet, I'm quite sad I don't have anymore to do. It is quite therapeutic for me to do the monthly statistics. Hahas. Well, I'm claiming time off today to go pay my UOL fees, so I should be leaving soon. Hence I decided to pop by here to blog before I left. Only another 25minutes to go! *cheers silently*
School is starting in slightly more than two weeks. I am still excited though. Even though I will only be having one class with the friends I made at the Day Camp, I'm still pretty enthuastic. I'm actually quite amazed at myself but I guess you only do get more optimistic with age. And I'm almost considered an adult, no more sulking around constantly for me! I'm starting University! XD I do hope I receive my study pack soon, so I wouldn't be left behind in any of the subjects I'm taking. Han Feng is also taking an accounting degree. But he is doing a night class. He said I could ask him if I needed help in doing Principles of Accounting. So, maybe I'll ask him if I do need help. He's single but, I don't like him. I mean, I don't really think I ever did like him in that way. I was just a lost girl looking for a boy to love her. And he was the nearest, literally. But I've wised up, and I know, you only need to love yourself. Nothing else really matters. So, I guess I'm just going to try and be happy on my own! Because I also realize I talk better to guys when I don't like them like how a girl should. Takes out all the awkward silences and the weird situations. And I'm going to be in contact with a whole lot of guys in school. So, go me! Hahas.
However, the one boy I'm currently obsessed with. I don't know. I don't know if he likes me, I don't even know if wants me to like him, I just don't seem to know anything around him. He seem to like girls with long hair, and as you know. I've recently chopped off my locks. So right now, I'm not sure if I'm keeping my hair short to spite him or if I want to. Or if I want to keep my hair long for him or for myself. I'm conflicted and I really don't know what to do. I know it isn't wrong to want to look nice for someone but doesn't how the way you look being influenced by someone else is stupid? I actually think so, thus I'm in such a dilemma. What's a girl to do? I have decided that I'm not going to tell him I like him, simply because it's crazy and when I do, it's going to get awkward and we're never going to be able to talk as per normal ever again. It's quite sad, really. And I don't want to lose him as a friday. I really don't. Well, I'm planning to take this day by day. Until I get there, we'll stay as friends.
The trip is set for next year, hopefully. We've decided in late May to early June. I'm sorry we can't go in early May because of my exams. So, hopefully it'll be all right. And that by then, we'll both have enough money to go overseas. I've been looking at flight tickets, and the range is pretty big. I'm also trying to plan how we could get from place to place, in the US. Fastest and hopefully, cheapest way. Since unfortunately, they do stay on opposite ends of the country. I've got a rough idea on how I'm gonna plan the trip but I need to run it by her first. I don't think it's fair if I decide everything. After all, we're going on this trip together. Well, I won't talk more about it because it's almost time for me to leave the office. Keep your fingers crossed for me all right? I really, really, really, really want to go.
Well, like I said, it's almost time for me to go so I should start packing up. I'll try to blog again soon. Hopefully this weekend or something. I'll be out on Saturday evening with my Orientation Group mates. I'm quite definite I'll have fun! So, I'll see you soon. Take care of yourself x) Thank you for dropping by! I'm really sorry for not updating sooner. It has been a hectic time for me, not to mention stressful. I'll be back soon!
Amanda Loves You (:
