Friday, June 12, 2009

Going through old junk.

Good evening.



It's been more than a month, yes. I'm not only on this computer, but I am on my laptop as well. I'm downloading a trial version of Microsoft Office so I can complete my required AVA slides before next year, hahas. In view of that, I've also discussed about selling my laptop for money, and then buying another laptop. Hence, I've also been going through the items I have on the computer, my stories, my oh so precious stories. Included are my random musings. I found a few short stories that are still in the making, and I am determined to finish the ones I have up on FictionPress. I think Adrian and Heidi are longing for their one night together before she goes back to school, as is Paige with Gregory before she faces the horrifying past. I also found a one page long discussion I was suppose to post up on World Poverty. Surprisingly, it doesn't sound all that childish because you know, I always did think I was a bit childish back then. I found a letter to myself from a year ago, after my birthday celebrations at the M Hotel, and everyone stayed over. It's pretty amazing what a few months can do to a person eh? I think I shall write another one, send it to myself via email, and read it again next year. Something like reminding yourself where you've been and where you want to go, and if you've done anything to reach that goal. I desperately want a new laptop, I need something easy and accessable to work on when I'm not at home. I'm bloody determined to finish my stories, and to get all the back log of what needs to be done, completed. This whole turning 21 thing is really beginning to sink in, and despite how little I'm getting paid now, I think this is a good learning opportunity for me. For my future, of course.

Since the last time I was here, my exams have ended. Frankly, I'm not sure when my results are coming back and boy am I dreading the day I see that brown envelope. I'm hoping for the best, yet I know the best might not be, and still, I'm always hoping. The laptop is rebooting while I continue this post. From the time my exams ended until now, I've started doing more work for Groove. I can't say much about the pay, but the experience is actually pretty wonderful. Maybe this might push me in the direction into starting my own business, of course, as a side thing to my actual job. I'll waste away too much of my life if given time to slack, hehes. Ok, sorry, I was tinkering with the new Microsoft Office which by the way is awesome! Now, I'm really determined to get a new laptop. Hahas. So, where was I? Aside from working at Groove, I've been looking for another job too. Hopefully it'll work out and I'll have extra income, a girl unfortunately needs to pay for her University degree. hahas.

So, I'm sorry but there's really nothing I'll like to blog about. I've got work tomorrow at 12pm, so I need to get up early. Maybe I'll come by another day, with more news, of course. Till then, I'm sorry for not updating. Although I will be updating my wishlist. As much as I detest this birthday coming up (because it is too soon and all my dreams are vanishing before my eyes) it is coming and maybe some presents will make me slightly happier. Lol. I'm such a material girl I'm ashamed *winces* Well, if you want to get me that laptop or camera, I'm not stopping you. I'd rather be ashamed. Hehes. Till the next time we talk! All my love.




Amanda Loves You Always.